I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!

I know this is a long one but I am doing it for me......Most are going to think I am crazy for this but I thought what a better way to motivate me than to get it all out there. It has literally been like 6 or 7 Sundays in a row and many many chips and cookies where I have said...."Ok, tomorrow I am starting for real....." some days I kept it to myself because it was starting to become a joke and I felt stupid saying it AGAIN! Well today I said it out loud and I just laughed after saying it! Well its not so funny when I go to put on pants that I use to feel so good in and you can see every bulge/muffin top then look at myself in the mirror and wonder how I even managed to get them on they are so screamin tight. Its been since the holidays and birthdays and having surgery in January that have just totally done me in, but see there I go making excuses....NO!!!! I was in the best shape of my life last summer/fall and never felt so good and happy and I am so sad that I let that go. It takes so much work to get it all off and it can creep up on ya literally after one sleep.

So here I am saying it again, tomorrow its on! I am on a mission! I have no excuses anymore. I go to the best pump class on Monday and Wednesday nights. The teacher is seriously my idol and I am not kidding she can whip anything into shape if you just give it your all while you're there (I hope she never sees this!! how embarrassing!) And seriously working out is what I LOVE to do. It use to drive me nuts if I missed a morning workout and would not feel better for the rest of the day until I got one in. Its what I do when I am bored or just want to blow off steam, it is my addiction. So why it has been taking everything I have to workout and eat right lately is beyond me but it has got to STOP! Summer is approaching and like the fat on my thighs it will be here probably when I wake up so I better get workin.

I would post some lovely before pictures of myself that I had Gabe take of me but I don't have enough guts to do that so here is my ideal body/goal besides the pump instructor hehehe.

This is Jennifer Nicole Lee. A lady in the fitness world that I have always looked up to! She is a wife, mother who does it all. She has been in these shoes before who did something about the problem and most importantly keeps it off!

Holy Cow....its amazing how I already feel better just by getting it all out there! WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!! and even better Gabe gave me a gift card for Valentines Day (I hope that it was not a hint) to Runners Corner to get new running shoes!